I'm supposed to be happy but, somehow, I'm just a bit depressed.




I was supposed to write a big rant about it but... not really in the mood. Yeah, I leveled my elf to 49, got 7hp/6mp in this level up.

I've been playing Lineage for almost two years (will be two years in Feb 14), but yet I know that I'm like weak and hell, I should be at a higher point than I am right now. Right now my Elf stands with a +8 Crossbow of Bravery and a -51 sucky base AC (but with 81% base MR). I play like two-three hours per day averange, and when I began I used to play like six O.o

Anyways. Hmmm... I don't really care those people that say... "Damn, so long and you are at that level". With the recently rush of level +50 players, level 49 is nothing that could be called as an "accomplishment". It would be called by many as "The Road of Pain"... because it's so hard to get experience at that level. At least I know that I've done this by myself, and not depending in "multiple personalities", if you all get what I mean ^_^

But, in times that cheating has become so popular, and that cheaters seems "untouchable", makes you think that if the good guys that never cheat will win o.O Pfft, not going to write about the "cheat" topic.

So, here I am, depressed and a bit tired. I'm in the "I wanna quit Lineage" mood. My account ends in February 17... not really sure if I will renew or not. Lineage is: level - fight - level - fight - level - fight. Some months ago fighting was at least something that could give you a bit of fun... but lately it's a bit tedious (I hit you, you hit me, we hit you, all hit me, repeat). You had to see me when I was hunting for the last points to reach level 49...: target a mop, keep the mouse clicked and read global while the mop dies... not even paying attention to the mops that were hitting me.. =p

Oh well, don't want to spread the "Quit" feeling around, I'll just fake a smile o.O

And... yeah yeah yeah, for those that are going to say it: I'm weak and I'm a noob ~_~

PS.: In all this time, I've had:

- Two knights, not really remember the level of the first but was +45, and the second one was 47.
- Two-three elves, can't really talk about the first ones.
- Two dark elves, both +45.
- One mage, +45.

So, I've pratically played all the classes ~_~ Elf is the one I enjoy the most, tho.

Current Mood: blah

Oh well, I'm still a bit depressed: not really in mood of playing. Thinking seriously on taking that "break-without-an-estimated-time-of-comming-back".

To that "quitting" feeling, tell me if these aren't also sad.




You are in a war and you are asking around why you get pked ~_~ I remember some months ago that The Alliance was made by several pledges, at least like five or six. Right now The Alliance is just like what... four pledges? (mainly coz people has just been adding to SOL) They would be SOL, GF, DeathOfSuperman and WOL (not counting "siege" pledges). Of them, no one can deny that WOL is weakest of all. I know that in WOL there aren't even level 50 chars, but levels isn't what matters in the long run. ~~ Maybe if they could stop ending that would help them level, right?

But, times are changing, and at least they are accepting their reality...




All this is just sad, gives me more reasons to quit... lol.

This isn't really a good entry, huh? >_

Current Mood: blah

Oh well, another sad update. For almost two days I've been trying to buy a Dexterity Amulet. Before I began trying to buy, I remember a dude selling one in global for 500k, and he kept globalling for hours and hours, I even said in pledge chat if anyone buys it at all... heheh.

Well, I'm in the other side of the coin now. It seems that it's pretty rare because I don't really get whispers, and it's funny because some people invent the prices...




Hell, for +1 Dex the guy wants 1.2m -.- More expensive than Str Ammy that, we could say, that has a larger market and more people buy it. Even REDSEA, that usually sells items for a lot more than they are worth, sells it for 800k.. heheh. Oh, REDSEA (mage)... he got level 50 today or some days ago... *sigh* I think that that char is a lot newer than mine, maybe has like what, four months old? /.\

Retaking the topic, that's what I don't like of buying and selling stuff... lol, takes so long T_T

Oh well, I'll keep trying a couple of days more... The Dex Ammy would be nice, but if people are asking that much I'll just stick with Orc Ammy, the amulet doesn't make a huge difference (for those that have already looked into the numbers trying to see bonuses and all related to it), that's why I'm not really willing to pay more than 500k.

Current Mood: blah